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finally, i get a saturday all to myself. no SJAB, no work threatening to drop onto my head and no worries about the exams.
workwise: things are going well. doing my best to avoid getting swarmped with work and settling issues fast. hopefully i can keep the pace up and not let anyone down. now shifting focus from operations to chartering and market evaluation...
SJAB's Chief Commissioner Badge Presentation Ceremony is coming up soon. have spent time organinising the event with my fellow officers and hopefully-all will go well. 250 prize recipients will be attending and phew thankfully its just a simple event.
am trying my best NOT to do this: falling in love with love itself. meaning the in love with the idea of falling in love. confusing-? should be...ought to be. oh i so hate this part of myself... sets me thinking that everything will be alright...then BOOM...it all turns out wrong. i hate myself for feeling this way...sometimes i think...why i even bother - sigh...
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